Want To Try Dying This Once? Ippen Shindemiru? Hateful Vengeance- Heart On Fire -

Monday, December 11, 2006

I Woke Up Crying again last night..
i dreamt that i was all alone...
in a dark prison cell...

I’ve given up on giving up slowly...
I’m blending in so You won’t even know me...
apart from this whole world that shares my fate...
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption!
because I know to live.. you must give your life away...
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
locked.. inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You.
I Really dont know what to do...

this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair!!!
NOT FAIR!!

I know I am a hostage to my own humanity...
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
But all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave...
so what am i to do..

I fought for You for so long
I should have let You win
How much did i really regret all this things i've done..
I Don't really care..
do you?

So Do i let go or do i wait
if this continues i think i will really turn mad...
Now i feel like im threatening you...
Being Human is so Difficult sometimes.....
i need help..some prefessional help..
I got to work later
Got to work and earn lots and lots of money
So much... that its enough to cover all my
pain and injuries all in the dust

yeah that's what im gonna do..
Deo Gratias..

[[MaxiIsMad]],

MaxiIsCrazy tried to smile on 7:06 PM

--Death Sentence----Jigoku Shoujo--

O' Pitiful Shadow Bound In Darkness
Looking down upon people and causing them pain
A Soul Drowned In Sinful Karma
Want to try dying this once?

Ippen Shindemiru?

|He The Lucifer|

*Name:--Max--
*Age:--16--
*From:--Singapore--
*Job:--PastaMania--
*Loving:--Sean , Garry , Gib , YC , Valerie , Ashley and Jessica--
*Not Forgetting:--Fu Xiang --
*Bdae:--5 July--

|Hated Present|

O' pitiful Shadow Bound In Darkness... Looking down upon people and causing them pain... A Soul Drowned In Sinful Karma.. Want to try dying this once?

|Painful Past|

Hidden Memories... Hateful Vengeance...

|Minions|

Garry
Yuan long
Orion
Kimberle
Valerie
Su Kheng
Benji
Wei Cong
Eileen
Zeng Jing
Hafiz
Ivan
Brandon
Ashley
Carol
Esther
Delbin
Jeremy C
Brenda
Nadzirah
Regina
Wen Sheng
Si Ping
Fauzi
Evon
Hui Min
Holden
DickSon
Shi Hui
Min Kai
Xiao Fu
Holden
Melissa
Andrew
Gerald
Duane

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