Sunday, December 03, 2006

My mum bought me an amulet??
though i dun really believes in it...
but i think i'll give it a try..
it says it can give me power to do anything...
as long as no one touch it..

everytime i felt depressed...
i will tell that thing one time..
i love *****************( name not according to how many stars there is )
so much and i wont go think about it
i tried many times to convince myself that im alright..
i dont know if its working..
im trying to control my emotions...
very badly...
i still think cutting my wrist is a better way or relieveing stress though
i wonder why?? hmm
okay im going mad again...
i think i need a psychaitrist..ehh i think wrong spelling

anyway...
had fun today...took a video for Y.L's friend
than went out the whole day...
in and out of orchard for like 3 to 4 times today la..
haiz...had a bit of dispute but i guess
it alright already??

i dun feel like putting in pictures today..
wanna see my cut wrist???
i can show that ya know...
XD....okay okay i shall not gross you out..

till than i write again...
i hope life will be better day by day..

[[MaxiIsConfuse]],
MaxiIsCrazy tried to smile on 9:37 AM