Saturday, December 02, 2006

There's nothing compared to how i feel now..
Recently.. i felt so lethargic...
so lazy to do almost everything...
I Becoming a PIG...
Im dying back my hair black....
i dont like this me..

i cant take it anymore..
really cannot..tried to pressed myself down
so hard and so slowly...XD
its torturous...
but im still trying though...
i know cant do it la..
but wth...i dunnoe what im doing

my heart is ehhh..XD
considered heavy i guess...
really dunnoe dunnoe dunoe how i feel now
feel like jumping off the building
since im so bored etc...

plus what jus happen i know i cant just let it go..
so easily le...shiet..
Somebody..Kill me....

Let me intro myself..
Im a 16 year old boy...
going 17 in like 7 months and 3 days...
im born in July a cancerian...
which is equalvalent to a Emo Freak...
as you can say...

i dunnoe how to put things down once i picked it up..
i dunnoe..really dunnoe........ someone teach me can?
*crash my head on the wall*
*Cut my wrist*
*Confessions of a depressed heart*
i realised im never contented..im greedy...
just kill me someone...
but i dun want to suffer..
kill me silently...and physically...
and painlessly...
Life sucks...

Tian ar...Jiu MIng..
What has become of me...
=) smiles...
injuries all in the dust stay positive
im perfectly fine and alright...

FUK IT
IM MAD!!! Ignore for another 5 days or so and i would be alright
please ignore my absence in blogging for the whole of this week and next thanks you...

[[MaxiIsMAD]] leave me alone to die!! ,
MaxiIsCrazy tried to smile on 6:27 AM