Want To Try Dying This Once? Ippen Shindemiru? Hateful Vengeance- Heart On Fire -

2008-10-04T03:04:00.000-07:00

My heart is stolen.

2007-02-11T22:15:00.000-08:00

A Grudge Never Forgives!

And it'll never Forgets..

Never Torture!

Never Bully!

Never Hurt! Anyone...

Or There'll Be Hell to Pay

Ippen Shindemiru?

2007-01-18T11:36:00.000-08:00

Help me, O Clouds.
O Clouds, stay by me.
Let no harm come to me.
Let me remain healthy and invincible.

Send, O send, you powerful Clouds, ninety cats.
I command you, O King of the Cats, I pray you.
May you gather them together,
even if you are in the mountains,
or on the waters,
or on the roofs,
or on the other side of the ocean.
May these ninety cats appear to tear and destroy
the hearts
of kings and princes,
And in the same way
the hearts
of teachers and judges,
so they shall harm me not.

Holy Trinity, protect me

Watch Out Of What Comes Out Below~

2007-01-14T04:31:00.000-08:00

Swept Away By the actions of My Former Life...
Led on the path of doubt by a pitiful Destiny
The Seperations Between Hating and being Hated
is crumbling...

The Two prisoners Confined on Opposite Sides of the Mirror....
Crossing Through Time , Coming From the Darkness...
With Pitiful Shadow Bound in Darkness.....

I Shall Exact You Revenge-

[abcdefg]-Combustion

2006-12-31T06:14:00.000-08:00

We Will Take Revenge On Your Behalf!

The World Is Called Fate
The Blinding thread Coils Itself around a fragile, helpless prejudice
Hatred,
Sadness,
It All End In Tears...
Beyond the Curtain at Mid-Night, any pending revenge Will Be Taken!

In This Craziness You Gave Me Life

Ippen Shidemiru? Want to try Dying this Once?

2006-12-19T01:44:00.000-08:00

If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby,
I feel so young
If I could just tell you
I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away
Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends,
I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

You are Special to me no matter what..
Ur like that cute thingy..Always shining so outstandingly among others
Just that i have no choice but to make this choice...
Thanks for keeping me so safe that time =)
I Will never forget that Very SHort Sweet Hours

Ehh One Last Kiss
Bidding my last goodbye to you =)
Will Still miss you though~

For now...

=) its extremely cute yeah??
I'll give you the link to this webby..will post it in your bloggy
I Have reasons though to my decision..
Zhen De Hen Xiang Ni
All the best for the both of you =)

Till i write in this blog again
[[MaxiIsCrazy]],

2006-12-18T03:38:00.000-08:00

I'm having a fever now...
I feel so sick...
Feel like puking...
wanted you so much to care...
BUt you just say anything call you..
Like i'm nothing...

I'm Jealous...
Jealous of B
Still so JEealous
the more i read B's blog the more i feel like killing myself
But i promise you i won't...so i won't...

I'm a Emo freak
Forgive me...
B...if ur Reading this...
LeT Me tell you this...
I Hate you...
Don't let me see you...
I'LL Skin you Alive!!!

I am So Freakin' Pissed~
[[MaxiIsCrazy]]

2006-12-17T07:15:00.000-08:00

I Hate you get lost...
You lied to me la
If it wasnt a lie
i wouldnt be so pissed
Just tell me straight la
SO WHAT.. GOOD LOOKING
Can Push Ppl around is it
I HATE YOU
you played for too long in this game
CANT YOU JUST FREAKIN TELL ME
INSTEAD OF PLAYING AND MAKING MY LIFE A HELL
FUCK IT FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK EVERYTHING

2006-12-11T23:53:00.000-08:00

i just read something and it made me cry...
it just made me feel even worse than before..
i slammed my piano..
and two of the keypad front part chipped off..
my hand is bleeding now..
im not cleaning them...
i need to work later...
my life is over..
Goodbye Max
I awaits Patiently for the new you to come back..
when will it be..i do not know
Forever Max is dead
His Soul is searching for a new name to take over
I'm now Nameless
Max is Just a memory that i do not want to erase but
to be kept somewhere...
in the corner of the shelves in my brain
just like the name Wayne...

Like i said...
You are SuperMan...
But I Am only Human...
I am mad already~

-another round of crying cannot be prevented-
im sick of self pitying
Love is Over
Dreams Never Come True
Like i said again...
你是真的爱我...还是可怜我...

[[Namelessly-Dead]], 4:05pm December 12 Tuesday

2006-12-11T19:06:00.000-08:00

I Woke Up Crying again last night..
i dreamt that i was all alone...
in a dark prison cell...

I’ve given up on giving up slowly...
I’m blending in so You won’t even know me...
apart from this whole world that shares my fate...
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption!
because I know to live.. you must give your life away...
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
locked.. inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You.
I Really dont know what to do...

this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair!!!
NOT FAIR!!

I know I am a hostage to my own humanity...
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
But all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave...
so what am i to do..

I fought for You for so long
I should have let You win
How much did i really regret all this things i've done..
I Don't really care..
do you?

So Do i let go or do i wait
if this continues i think i will really turn mad...
Now i feel like im threatening you...
Being Human is so Difficult sometimes.....
i need help..some prefessional help..
I got to work later
Got to work and earn lots and lots of money
So much... that its enough to cover all my
pain and injuries all in the dust

yeah that's what im gonna do..
Deo Gratias..

[[MaxiIsMad]],

2006-12-10T16:40:00.000-08:00

It's Been Long since i last posted here...
Forgive my absence for the past few days...
I've Been Emotionally Unstable Myself
hopefully this blog wont be left aside to collect dust...
Cos i really like it alot...
Made by a special Someone =) ( you know who you are)
Never Changing Blogskin... XD

Just Recently... a few days back than..
i was crashed by a motorbike..
thank god i wasnt dead...
I fought with my closest friend..
and i ran out to the road at orchard road....
got hit at my back...
now my whole back is aching..i cant even sleep properly
or sit properly or even stand properly la..

Doctor Says i have to rest..for a PERIOD of time..
WHich means no more Tango and Ball Room Dancing
..for me anymore...until i recover...
i cant la...i cant accept this la..
and ive been hanging quite loosely to someone now...
i really dont know what to do...
to let go or not to...
by letting go...I will kill myself..i think...
but..by not to letting go..im being selfish...
so the best is to disappear for good...
and hide all my injuries all in the dust

My heart is so Confuse...
infact...it is the first time in my life that
i couldnt differentiate things clearly in my brain...
the accident....the relationship....family probs..
I Might as well hang myself to death...
but than again no...
so many things havent do...

Now is December 11 8:48am....
i took 3 panadol..cos my back hurts so much and i
think im having a fever...
i think i'll just engross myself into depression
and ignore everything else in this world...
Just me myself and darkness..
Not letting anyone into my world..
I'm scared le la...
so scared until i can wake up and cry at night..
and shiver in my blanket...
Why would i want this kind of life...

Perhaps im to emotional??
i can just (gesad) go eat shit and die**
now i need to go out...
to do something...
not telling you what..
Till i write again..

[[MaxiIsDepressed]],

2006-12-06T05:36:00.000-08:00

Ehhhh..XD
had fun working today....
but i felt that that girl(***i) is not helpful at all
....she help me like want her life like that la...
XD got to know the other manager..Derrick...
but Emma is still cool though Belle calls her a psycho..

i woke up late and is almost late for work..
lucky yuan long called me...
than i changed and rush for work le... ( got brush teeth wash face...)
than on my way...
i stomache la..
once im out i ran from novena mrt to united square with a...
constipated face and a heavy painful stomache...
i left with like 10 mins to shiet la.. before it reaches 12...
i finish my business than left with 2 more mins...
just nice walk there Ahahahah XD

after lunch hour...
my cousin came by for the interview =)
dont have to work with ***i once he's here =)
got more help Ahahahaha XD
and he's RECRUITED LE Muahahahahhaha
All thanks to EMMA muahahhahahaha

Eh than after that i went off with him X)
iim allowed to punched out
than we go Window shopping..
see what we want to buy IN Future...=.=
than we went to Admiratly food court for dinner
than go home =)
today is an intresting day =)
I Love Myself and all my friend
oh how lovely all of them are..
ilove all of you...
ookay...im crapping...
whatever...
till i write again...

[[MaxiIsStillCrazy]],

2006-12-04T17:37:00.000-08:00

VS

Which hair better??
any comments??
Niahahahaha

[[MaxiIsCrazy]],

2006-12-03T09:37:00.000-08:00

My mum bought me an amulet??
though i dun really believes in it...
but i think i'll give it a try..
it says it can give me power to do anything...
as long as no one touch it..

everytime i felt depressed...
i will tell that thing one time..
i love *****************( name not according to how many stars there is )
so much and i wont go think about it
i tried many times to convince myself that im alright..
i dont know if its working..
im trying to control my emotions...
very badly...
i still think cutting my wrist is a better way or relieveing stress though
i wonder why?? hmm
okay im going mad again...
i think i need a psychaitrist..ehh i think wrong spelling

anyway...
had fun today...took a video for Y.L's friend
than went out the whole day...
in and out of orchard for like 3 to 4 times today la..
haiz...had a bit of dispute but i guess
it alright already??

i dun feel like putting in pictures today..
wanna see my cut wrist???
i can show that ya know...
XD....okay okay i shall not gross you out..

till than i write again...
i hope life will be better day by day..

[[MaxiIsConfuse]],

2006-12-02T19:29:00.000-08:00

Cao Ge 曹格 - Super Woman

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我不曾如此清醒
我的早餐准备了你爱吃的东西
这次换我等一杯咖啡的
香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨
对我微笑着的你
还能够做些什么代替我的歉意
总是望着我小心翼翼顺着我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然让你精疲力尽
you are my super women oh~~
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human en~~
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你
oh baby~~try to make it all yes for me
月光下紧紧靠着彼此只求夜深一点
有多久没有好好看你
只是认定了我
无论在什么时候回头都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有
想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最后一次机会
换我等待换我等待不要这么拒绝
you are my super women
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你
oh baby~~
是我把爱想的太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心以为一个super woman
没有人能代替不能想象更不能原谅这一段爱发生
you are my super women
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
(可是我只是一个只是一个人)
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你
if you feel it in your heart and you understand me
stop right where you are everybody sing along with me
you are my super women
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
im only hu hu hu human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你
you are my super women
安静地在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍地犯了错不能失去你

2006-12-02T06:27:00.000-08:00

There's nothing compared to how i feel now..
Recently.. i felt so lethargic...
so lazy to do almost everything...
I Becoming a PIG...
Im dying back my hair black....
i dont like this me..

i cant take it anymore..
really cannot..tried to pressed myself down
so hard and so slowly...XD
its torturous...
but im still trying though...
i know cant do it la..
but wth...i dunnoe what im doing

my heart is ehhh..XD
considered heavy i guess...
really dunnoe dunnoe dunoe how i feel now
feel like jumping off the building
since im so bored etc...

plus what jus happen i know i cant just let it go..
so easily le...shiet..
Somebody..Kill me....

Let me intro myself..
Im a 16 year old boy...
going 17 in like 7 months and 3 days...
im born in July a cancerian...
which is equalvalent to a Emo Freak...
as you can say...

i dunnoe how to put things down once i picked it up..
i dunnoe..really dunnoe........ someone teach me can?
*crash my head on the wall*
*Cut my wrist*
*Confessions of a depressed heart*
i realised im never contented..im greedy...
just kill me someone...
but i dun want to suffer..
kill me silently...and physically...
and painlessly...
Life sucks...

Tian ar...Jiu MIng..
What has become of me...
=) smiles...
injuries all in the dust stay positive
im perfectly fine and alright...

FUK IT
IM MAD!!! Ignore for another 5 days or so and i would be alright
please ignore my absence in blogging for the whole of this week and next thanks you...

[[MaxiIsMAD]] leave me alone to die!! ,

2006-12-01T05:22:00.000-08:00

I can say that today is the Best day of my life
Thank you....
=)

[[MaxiIsV.Happy]], is here

2006-11-29T23:18:00.000-08:00

Bleah...Bad Morning...Missed my calls...
If not would have felt 10 Times Better than how i feel now..
Missed everything...
come home use internet....
GunBund Deleted...
Cannot Put YouTube video in My Message post and having trouble with it now..
Haiz...Whats Gonna happen next??
My Golden Hair all drop off???....XD

Hahahaha anyway...??? anyone is going to the Zouk out Dance Music Festival???
At Sentosa??
though my wallet hurts ..i think...
might be going though...
Don't know want to go or not..XD
finding people go..XD

alot of activities la..
can know more people there also..
you wanna come msg me la..
if not i also lazy to go..XD

and save my wallet from getting a big hole ahahaha
no la..just kidding...hmmmz

Anyway today..regretted for not waking up early..
should have woken up...
actually hated myself for not waking up...
for a reason and im not telling anyone what...
Felt so bad so bad so bad la...
Sorry.....1000000000000000000000000 times
Haiz....

Anyway...stupid sis..deleted my gunbound...
now i cannot play Gb le la...
have to find more games....
and when i play she will delete again...
haiz..Ill Treat me nia...XD
Anyway....i having stomache...
i need to go now...
till than i post again...

[[MaxiIsGuilty]], yet Crazy Ahahahahahahahaha XD

2006-11-28T23:14:00.000-08:00

XD im sorry for not blogging lately..i think??
though its just for a few days??
lolz~
My handphone is in shanghai...
yeah so i cannot take pictures..and put them in my blog..
find blogging utterly boring without pictures...
yeah so excuse me for awhile until my handphone comes back... T.T

Anyway..
had so much fun playing Gb with Wei Cong la..
too bad Wei Liang went offline le..
if not 4 vs Xiao Ki and Team Ahahahahaha
So Farni la....

XD
anyway.. got to go eat my brunch if let someone know i havent
eat sure die de....XD
Muahahaha Muakakakakakakaka
so ermz...
till than~

[[MaxiIsCrazy]] again again again again again

2006-11-26T01:47:00.000-08:00

After all you put me through
you think i despise you
but in the end i wanna thank you
cos you made me that much stronger

How could this you i thought i knew turn out to be unjust so cruel
i couldnt see the good in you..
pretended to see the truth...
You tried to hide your lies...
disguise yourself and living in denial
but in the end you'll see
You Wont STOP ME!

Life is a journey and you can take it anywhere you choose to go
just that i never saw it coming..
all of your backstabbing
i heard you going round playing the victim now
but dont you even beging feeling im the one to blame
cos you dug your own grave

your destiny lies in your own hand
i await your fate to be sealed by your own hands
till than

[[MaxiIsStrong]],

2006-11-25T02:43:00.000-08:00

Ehhhh...
Scary la..
i just woke up only...now is 6:35 PM mind you...
first time in my life la...
i slept like so early yesterday...
many times tried to wake up...
but im struggling la..
like something is obstructing me from waking up..
forever to sleep??
to death??
its scary...
like im dying soon....
Tian ar...
i dont wish to sleep like this ever again....
i dotn want to sleep..
have been having so many nightmares...
there's reasons for everything i do...
thats i prefer to ton and beat the world's record
of 11 days without sleep...
i dont want to sleep..
later sleep until die..
like Fatal Frame 3 like that....
yeah... so scary just that my dreams got no ghost la...
all weird and random stuff...
Tian ar...when can i have a good night sleep...
till than

[[MaxiIsScared]],

2006-11-23T06:16:00.000-08:00

To whoever...
this song is how sweet i feel now =)

from a very old song of Jolin Tsai~
~就是爱~

嘟嘟嘟嘟嘟….
气象说温度会骤降
我预言爱情是晴朗
心能感应冷热变化
眼神它反映着温差
知觉在瞬间的刹那
这回真的被电倒啦

怎么办梦里想你装傻
怎么办知道我要什么my god
如果爱像微风
和你一起吹过
连空气味道都变成甜的

当我在发觉就是爱世界变了
当你在传达你爱我手牵着我
当我正想你就是爱天空晴了
当我抬起头你在眼前了

我不再回应没说法
答案却都写在脸上
挡不住嘴角也上扬 oh…
你眼睛突然眨一下
表情就禁止停在那
心怎么跳的不像话

怎么办梦里想你装傻
怎么办知道我要什么my god
如果爱上微风和你一起吹过
连空气味道都变成甜的

Stumbled upon this song on my Com..missed the times though..
now...its Back to GB muahaha
Until than..

[[MaxiIsCrazy]] again again again again

2006-11-22T16:49:00.000-08:00

XD honestly speaking...
I never sleep the whole night....XD
spent the whole night on games..
trying to think of nothing but games....
haiz =) think im feeling much better though

after the conversation..
i think i grew up???
XD i dont know what to say...
its morning 8:43 am now..
I feel so refresh...
Not tired at all..
ready to ton another night though...
hahaha XD

i want to wait can i ??
if i have the patients..
can i wait...until ur ready...
hmm maybe not?? i dont know...

XD no matter what...
i respect your decision...
always...

feel like eating Long John Silver now??
XD im so Random la...
feels like im going with the flow....

i think i'll continue Gbing.....XD
Yay im so Excited...

Gonna work soon and meet lots and lots of people..
=) a good start though

I love everyone who is reading this..
really... alot...
atleast you bother to know whats going on about me??
Muahahahahahaha

Everyone take care..
I'll be right back..till than
Maxi is Back To his normal self again
Muakakakakakakakakaka!!!

[[MaxiIsCrazy]] again again again..XD

2006-11-22T05:36:00.000-08:00

I Feel like dying now..
Nothing feels worse than to have your heart ripped open
and and left in the dark?? i think...
all of the sudden felt so Alone..like how i use to felt...
Don't think things will be the same any more for me...
I feel so Lifeless..now...
The biggest fear i ever had..is to confide in my own fear..of losing something
which i tried with all my heart to bind it tight with me.
Sometimes i ask myself.what exactly is wrong with me...
i feel different from the rest...
it always happend...
i was so used to be alone
until now...and than now....
I dont blame anything for this to happen but only myself...
i deserve this Pain and agony...im born with it i guess
i feel that lonely past me taking over again...so fast...
its over whelming....
you led me out of loneliness and to make me fall deeper into darkness...
if i can I'll just die now...
but i cant be so irresponsible?
I got to do whats best for me...
Im sure about that...
no point crying now..when everything is over..in like 5 min...
its past...i live in the present...
How many imes do i have to change myself..before i can finally settle down!...
Screw myself la..
I missed beng happy for a long time...
i hate happiness..it takes great pain to achieve it...
Im meant to be that lonely i guess...Locked in the dark...
im so Literaturistic and Dramatic....
I want to Fail My O's..i got this feeling i dont know why...
I just want to.....
I feel so so so so so terrible now....
i shall use dust to cover my injuries....
Until than...

Wei Cheng is here,

2006-11-21T04:25:00.000-08:00

What the hell....
Im Transferred from Novena to Orchard Road..
WHy must God make fun of me Like That...
TIAN AR....SAVE ME!!!!!
Kaoz.....
Maybe its a mistake to work....
Haiz.....Why....

I So many people know me la..
So Pai Seh la...
Wah Lao....
Sian.....
I Dont want to Work At Cineleisure!!!!

GESAD la
Fukernathan...
(*^)&$*^%#)*&^)(*

[[MaxiIsMad]]

2006-11-20T02:37:00.000-08:00

Name ur top 16 friends. (I shall just name the last 16 friends I met) Don't read the qns until you've named the 16 ppl mixture of boys n girls.
1. Ashley
2. Wei Cong
3. Wei Liang
4. Gary
5. Garry
6. Yuan Long
7. Kimberle
8. Ivan
9. Brandon
10. Valerie
11. Pei Rong
12. Wei Hao
13. Ammala
14. Phyllis
15. Derek
16. Joshua

~Who's 10's crush?

SHe So Secretive...who da hell knows..i think only Wei Sheng knows

~Have you ever thought of kissing 8?

No...Yeee...Never..Lolz So Wrong..

~Describe 7.

One out of two of The Nicest Sweetest Girl I've ever met..Caring and Sweet
everything nice you name it..she has it~

~Do you know any of 12's family members?

Helly yeah lolz he got a Bro a Sis one Mum and one Dad..his mum very cute de
XD the whole family very funny de..So Heartwarming XD

~Would you ever date 4:

Eh....why not...

~Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?

HAHAHAHAHA Might Consider?? XD

~What if 9 and 14 dated?

OMG..i pity 14....that 9 is a sicko sick in his brain XD

~Did you have a crush on 6? .

Crush....No...Why would i XD ridiculous..

~What's your favourite thing about 5?

He's Sincerity and his Constant Outreaching and caring

~What's 2 favourite food:

Aiya he eats everything wan la..XD

~Did 10 confesses he/she likes you?:

Never...XD she's never serious in anything XD

~Who's 13 going out with?:

Phyllis?? as usual...Lolz

~When the last time you spoke to 13?:

er last week i think...on MSN...

~Who's 2 favourite band/singer?:

er...he likes alot of them leh....

~Who's 1's best friend??:

Better be me...

~Do you ever like 7 as a fren?:

Of Course...Felt so fortunate to know such a nice girl like roxanne...

~Will 6 and 2 make a good couple?

AHAHAHAHA Wei Cong and Yuan Long?? AHAHAHAHA lolz YES LMAO ROFL

~Describe 3.

funny yet irritating but can be quite a loyal friend...though feel like whacking
him sometimes..but he's a very nice person though..i think..XD

~What's the funniest thing about 15

Eh.....he always Make fun of me de...XD

~Who's 9 crush?:

Aiya..he got so many..how to name them all..Big Flirt XD

~What if 4 and 16 got married?

XD i think it would be alright...XD Gary likes Emo ppl XD Joshua Likes
people who can give him security if they get together..XD Which is like Impossible..
I Would Open Champagne and Celebrate for them..everything on Me XD

2006-11-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

I just found myself a job...
to get my mind off things....
Relationship is getting to be so complicated..
i think its best to bury myself in Work..
Like Shaun...
XD i found a Job at PastaMania...
But hey....it has a nice environment though...XD
pays 4.50 / hour though...so little..XD

took me like hours to find it la..me and wei liang is like searching for this Ulu
de di fang...XD

Outside of pastamania...Cool ba??? i think im gonna enjoy myself...
Interview was a success XD
tomorrow after my paper...
going down to the Hq to collect my T-shirts , pants and cap
and to get my injection...(*SCREAMMMMMMMSSSSSS)
Bo bian....F&B...have to take de...

today's yuan long's bdae...
havent celebrate it for him though...XD
Sorry...cos of my stupid sis....

and er to someone??
dun wanna rake it up..you sounded so sian when you heard my voice
so nvm...dun wanna talk to me again i also understand...
i know where i stand.. =)
...nvm..

[[MaxiIsSad]],

2006-11-16T20:27:00.000-08:00

It was yet another intresting day out at Town yesterday XD
After leaving Wei Cong to let him meet his Gf,
I went to meet Yuan long lor... to meet shaun XD
We went to eat chicken rice at er..Near Bugis??
Before Hehehehehehehehe Best part next wakakakaka

Went to Esplanade Bald Man's Chocolate Wakakaka
That place is so cool la..

Nice place eh?? Lolz i have nice memory here though lolz
Enjoyed the Suckao BEST

Melting the Chocolate and sucking it through the Metallic straw isnt it nice??

saw a very nice Statue at Esplanade made of wire...XD

Artistic right.....XD

than after that..went to marina square walk awhile before going to suntech...
was hunting for my DeathNote Poster
But to no avail....So went to arcade play lor...
Lolz XD So pai seh la...i always win de lor...
Yesterday lose until like shit la...
Last minute lost control of Mai Shiranui....and Iori Yagami....

than not happy la..than shaun says he have to go le...
so okay lor...walk to sent him home...
than Yuan Long drag me go see MotorRoad Show la...
Thought it was pretty boring but found out later..
hmmm pretty interesting....

Like a few cars there ...took a few pic..but don't know what it is..XD

Lamboughni is it even spelt like that...XD

Lexus...i think...Lolz

Hmmm than went home...
Wei Cong than called me...
say wanna go my house...
Yuan Long also wanna come my house....
than okay lor...
Gathering.....Siao.....
than they talk to my Big sis about Cars for so long la...
Than before settling down in my room...
than wei cong hungry la...
ordered Mac...and made me call for the delivery for him..
and make a fool out of myself....Cos i made the wrong order..

Eventually i felt tired and fall asleep...
Made a miss call to garry...
than go sleep...XD

That's a day...
another day...wasted....doing nothing..XD
but if it can help shaun to relax..why not?
XD..ENjoyed myself yesterday though Hehehehe

[[MaxiIsCrazy]] again again,

2006-11-14T04:03:00.000-08:00

I was having a Fun and Intresting Convo just now in GunBound XD
Team A - 2 Malaysian 2 Singaporean ( Im Here )
Team B - 2 Malaysian 2 Singaporean

We were having fun until One Malaysian from Team B says:
" Singaporeans Fuck dogs "
i said: " better than Malaysian...make use of singapore causeway come
Singapore Work...You Bunch of Singapore Slaves"
than the Malaysians from My team....say:
" you wanna talk about politics is it? "
I Say:
"Dont want ar?? Than you go Fuck Phone"
He scold me Barbi la...
Than i say.."All Malaysians Makan Tahi" Ahahahahahaha
For those who dont know Malay..
Makan Tahi = Eat Shit
They one Chinese Malaysian in Team B
says i go "Fuck my mum"
I ask him to ask him mum call me father
Lolz Ahahaha WHich means Im His Grandfather Aka his grandma fucker
Lolz omg...
I feel so uncivilised...
But my Team won though...
After that round all Singaporeans One Side Malaysian all one side

Team A - 4 Singaporeans ( Im Here )
Team B - 4 Malaysians

Ahahahahaha We HAd alot of Vulgarities running here and there
and everywhere...

Eventually..SINGAPORE WINS
as you can see...all i write about is GunBound...
It's pretty obvious i Gbed the whole day...
Sould be in Gym today de..
My friend cant wake up...Bleah XD

Anyway...to all those still having Exams...
Take Care and good luck to all your paper....
To the one i miss..Muacks
To All those reading this....XD Muacks to the power of 2
XD XD XD

[[MaxiIsCrazy]] Again.. ,

2006-11-13T05:18:00.000-08:00

Liberation from all the important papers of O'level...
Finally the fear and pressure is gone from within me....
Im slacking like rotten potatoes now la...
Gunbounding Everyday until 8am in the morning...

Just had my dinner though XD At PASTA MANIA

Was so happy...Finally can cure my Obsessive craving

Bad Service from the W O M E N!!! screw her..XD

Had a plain yet healthy yet cheap spaghetti~ Aglio Olio

Was So Satisfying with a bit of cheese spreaded on top of the Spaghetti cooked in
small amount of Olive oil and fried in Garlic...XD
Anyway..here goes....

Today...
After lit paper went to eat breakfast with Hao Sheng Liang and Fu Xiang
than wei liang plan to come my house de
my sis than came and fetch me home Ahhhh..Free ride...
than shortly after i reach home Liang came with cong to my house..they play Com..
i play GameBoy XD lolz
than Ordered Canedian Pizza la.......
Sian Nia.... Sure is fattening la...

than after wei cong left...
i play Gunbound with liang for awhile...
everything was doing so fine...until cong reach yishun tell me he saw
Val sheng and hao and rong la...
what siall go out never jio us go out...
Sian....what to do....what to do???

I Created a monster...
a horrendous and ingrateful one....
should not have influened that monster so much in the beginning of its life

...i cant be bothered..the more i think about it..
the more misses i get in GunBound...
and i lost like so many rounds la..

Haiz...what is this man..friendship all turns out to be like that...
Im still pissed over my stupid Fngers erasing all my msges from the phone..
ACCIDENTALLY!!! and now...this...

Tian ar...
I Hope this wont end bad la...
i got a feeling it will...

[[MaxiIsUnwell]],

2006-11-12T18:07:00.000-08:00

Listening To Glamorous Sky & Endless Story
Glamorous Sky - By NaNa
Endless Story - Reira Starring Yuan Ito

Find Endless Story really Meaningful....
Still cant get over with it yet...
"Setsu nai hodo ni, I'm missing you~Kasaneta te hanasa naide"
Really meaningful...It Means
"This is not where it ends, I'm missing you~please don't let go of my hand"

Forgive me.. i always get emo when i listen to this Song..
XD....Everyone is so busy lately....
Im the only one i guess...
who have nothing better to do than to sleep my life away.... XD

Feel like Eating Spaghetti now....Especially Spaghetti from Italian Restraunts...
Having Huge Craving for Beef Bolognese and Seafood Spaghetti....

Maybe going out later...
I Don't Know...
Life is so boring....
But still its a journey..that we have to walk??
Ahahahaha Im Writing Rubbish Again...
Think i better Occupy myself with More useful things
Like earning Gold in GunBound XD Ahahahahahaha

Ive Just Mastered Kalseidon la...OMG lor...Lolz
XDXD I think i better Stop here...
To Someone out there....Im Missing You
To Everyone Reading this....Muacks XD

[[MaxiIsCrazy]],

2006-11-12T08:43:00.000-08:00

Fuk Ah!!!!!!!!!
I Lost all MY Hp Msges...
Screwed Up La....
All My Precious Memories la...
Wah Lao...i rather die than to lose all this msges la....
Why must life be so F U C K Up!!
Later is my Lit Paper 2..
No Mood to study at all La....
KNS LA....
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CCB KKNBCCB !$&*%^!(*^*&$!*&$$!&^$!&^!%$&^%!*&!%!^%*
I wanna chop off my fingers la...
Aiya cant sleep le la...
the first msges that my stead that my dar send me also kena erase le la..
FUK LIFE LA............F uck phone ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Having Mood Swing Now la..not really in the mood for anything...Including Sleeping!!!
i'm crushing my head now...Wow...
GESAG LA ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Everything wont be the same la...
it wont la..trust me la...
Knn la...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Im on Vulgar mode la...
sorry la...if offended any of you...CCB
ALL MY IMPORTANT MSGES gone in one Sec!!!!
FUCK DOG LA

[[MAXIISCRAZYALREADY]]!!!

2006-11-10T23:01:00.000-08:00

Christina Aguilera Once Sang

Life is a Journey and you can take it anywhere you choose to go
As Long as You're learning You'll find out the way you need to know
So be Strong Hold On and You'll Make it Each time
But Just Dont Forsake It Because
No One can tell you what you can do
No one can stop you you know that Im Talking to you~

Yep i agree with it...
This song is what i so called...SOmething to remind me
Everytime i forget to be who i am...
I hate to pretend to be someone else..
I Want to be honest with the Society
and am who i am?? Maxi??
Lolz As Usual..MaxiIsCrazy XDXD lolz

Am i myself??
i always ask myself that..
tired of being somebody else...
wanna rest and breath well for once...
Do what i feel like doing..
Not restricted from anything....
Not more pretence..wont that be cool??
Liberation and Emancipation

Missing and Loving Someone is Complicated to do..
i call that OLS...Obsessive Love Syndrome
and im having them..all the time....
Haiz....

But still... life have to go on yeah
ive never been so serious about realtionship before though..
I think im afraid of getting hurt?
Hmmmm...... XD

Dont bother about me..Maxi Is Crazy Soon....
XD well just posting for fun today...
I wanna make this one a permanent blog

Movie Reviews~
The Covenant - Its a lame show...just like Frostbite
Ehe...as a Big fan Of Hilary....
Not Forgetting Material Girls...
Omg Its Out la...

XDXD

K K...i think I'll Stop here...
Kimmy!!! can't wait to go out with you and yuan long go to Zoo
Ehehehehe than go Night Safari XD XD

Yay...Its Time to Chiong Gym!!!!
Muacks~ to all who reads this

[[MaxiIsCrazy]],

2006-11-10T09:23:00.000-08:00

I still miss thats someone the whole day...

i took my Maths test for O's today...
Not to be proud or what la...
i seriously find it very easy la...
Should be able to score A1 or A2 de....

after that...
went home
got home and ate my dinner..
paper ends at 5 la...

really really tired...
but i still wanna wait for the person to call or msg me
Cos true Love never die....XD XD XD

i go watch movie
and etc....
keeping myself occupied and etc
dont wanna fall asleep...
dont wanna have those nightmares again...
really scared..really want that person to be there for me
but dont want disturb that person...
that person pretty busy and stressed out...
If only i can be there to comfort that person...i would...

right now....
im really tired le..wanna log off le....shall blog again tomorrow....

Maxi,

2006-11-09T07:03:00.000-08:00

Eh...still got paper tomorrow though...XD making this a quick one..
This Morning had er Egg Bread.. and Eggs ? Lipton Tea...

Afternoon had er.. Vegeterian Bee Hoon

Night Time had.. Fish Head Bee Hoon

XD Paper was Relatively easy for Combine Humans Though..
Roughly what i could get for O's is er..

English A2
Chinese A2
Maths A2
Bio C6
Lit A2
Comb Sci C6
Comb Humans B3
CCA B4

Tomorrow...my last important paper...
Wahahahahaha....

Life is So Boring... yet so fulfilling....
If you are to die before..ask the death god if you could bring a friend...
thats how important you are to me....

Today went to study at the Lib

HardWorking ba...XD

Hmm...What am i to do now..its pretty boring...
Im Missing SOmeone Badly as usual..
Not naming who though XD wakakakaka
you know i know can le

Saw My Fav Tatty Teddy...OMG so Cute la..
Didnt know got so many version of it

Love This following one Best

Wakakakaka Cute Ba??

Hmmm..i no time to put tagboard yet
no time to write my profile yet...
promise to do it after my paper tomorrow XD
This Will be my First Post For today..
Smilesz...Cheers,

XD ( Me On GunBound )

Maxi,